Saturday, December 15, 2007

There are times when I am going along like normal and I'll hear a song and suddenly I am knocked out of my reality and for a moment or two i think about what it would have been like if you were here. Like how different life would be for me. It's as if that song is you, reaching out to just say "hey, remember me, I loved you once." And for that brief time I think about being in a different time, a different space and a fully different reality. How strange this life can be, that if the path splits and we have no choice but to take one direction, we are still left with the fantasy of what the other path could have been like. And it becomes it's own life, only a personal, private life. I could have had a normal life and because you left I have to live these 2 lives now; one seemingly real and the other what I imagine it could have been.

1 comment:

Milla said...

Hello Lisa,
This piece of writing about your beloved is so touching.
I hope you and your sweet little Mark had a fabulous, fun and merry holidays.
All the best for health, happiness and prosperity in 2008!
thinking of you,